#12 And then they were four
“I need to make a few calls,” Linnea says, and goes to collect a strange, flat device. When she flicks her fingers over the glass surface it lights up in different colours – just like magic. I study it, pondering what she means with making a few calls. Are we visiting people?
A beep is heard from the device, and then again, and then there’s a voice on the other end.
“What do you want now?” a woman sneers.
“Venla is alive, and well…,” Linnea says, but the other voice interrupts her rudely.
“I don’t care! I don’t want anything from you, or her. Stay away from me!”
“She hung up,” Linnea says flatly, which doesn’t align with her shocked expression. I’m on the verge of asking her, but she must read the question on my face.
“Venla’s mother… I hate that woman. I can’t believe Venla grew up to be such a nice person while surrounded with cruelty.” Linnea shakes her head, and her ponytail swings from side to side.
“I can’t imagine either,” I say, feeling I ought to reply in some why.
Linnea keeps staring at the phone in disbelief.
“I thought perhaps she’s grieving, you know. It can excuse quite a few things. But not this…”
For a brief moment I wonder why people with horrible parents get to keep them, and why my wonderful parents had to disappear.
But Linnea is quick with her fingers and another set of beeps comes from her device. This time it’s a man’s voice.
“How’s my baby girl?”
“Hi, Dad! Good… I mean great. Venla is well. She sent me a letter. I’m going to visit,” Linnea explains, then looks at me. “We’re hiking… Or?”
I really haven’t thought this through, but if we can’t fly, then yes, we’re hiking. So, finally, I nod.
“We’re hiking,” Linnea repeats in a more decisive tone.
“Not without me, you’re not,” says her father through the device.
“Dad…,” Linnea sighs. “You’re too old to hike.”
“Nonsense! These two legs still carry me good,” Linnea’s father shoots back.
“Just don’t bring Bessy,” Linnea pleads.
“You think I’d go hiking without Bessy?!” her father yells incredulous, as if what Linnea just asked is completely outrageous.
“You’re too old to handle a rifle! Dad, your sight is not half good. Don’t be like this,” Linnea grits.
“I see just fine!” her old man grumbles. “Coming over!”
Linnea sighs, this time she stares at the ceiling instead of the device.
“Looks like it’ll be me and Dad coming with you,” she says, sounding put out and apologetic at the same time.
“Looks like,” I say, wondering what the black feathers I’ve gotten myself into.
“He’s not all that bad, but can be a bit aggravating at times…,” Linnea adds.
“I’m sure you’re right,” I say, probably sounding as unconvinced as I feel.
Linnea gets up. “I need to pack. I’ll get my backpack. Be right back,” she says, and then scurries off. I hear the heavier front door open and close.
It’s just me and Hräsvelg now.
I look at him – not sure what I hope to see. Maybe a confirmation that I’m doing the right thing, or maybe a solution to how we’ll journey back to the Elemental Realm with two featherless humans in tow.
Hräsvelg just stares back at me with his usual unreadable expression.
Venla skied, but she must have taken one of those machines to her cabin. I can’t operate one of them, and I’m convinced Hräsvelg can’t either – and I doubt there’s time to learn.
Walking all the way we’ve journeyed by wing will take a long time. Despite myself, I’m hoping Linnea knows how to operate a machine.
I sigh internally.
Feathers and lore,
There’s much, much more,
//Ást

Wild orchids
I didn’t realise walking would take so long. Ravens don’t normally walk for long stretches. We fly. But since Linnea and her father don’t fly, walking is our only option. For a long time, I’ve had no choice but to accept my circumstances. This is just the same. I just have to accept what is […]

#16 A veterinarian
Summer nights are bright, the sun merely kissing the horizon. I’ve taken a seat on the tiny front step to the small cabin – and as I sit here I let my eyes wander. The red painted wooden houses, and the small yard in the middle – then the tree line closing this place in […]

#15 A moment to myself
Travelling by wing is infinitely better than travelling by machine. And you all know how I feel about changing into my raven skin after centuries trapped in it. Still, this is freedom. I find myself rethinking the ways in which to be imprisoned, and I wonder if perhaps my sister is too – somewhere in […]

#14 Maybe we should fly
Pizza lacks enough meat to satisfy my raven and is completely drenched in melted cheese. Remind me to never have it again. My stomach is still rebelling, and it’s known to be made of steel. It might also be the means of travel upsetting my stomach. I’m no longer trying to follow the road with […]

#13 What if it’s a trick
Everything is a flurry of motion. Linnea is here, then there. Making more calls. Someone’s at the door collecting a set of keys to her ‘practice’, and by the time Linnea’s father shows up, she’s all set and ready to go. I’m impressed, despite myself, of the efficiency completely disguised by chaos. “Ást, Hräsvelg, this […]

#11 “I thought she was dead,” Linnea says.
Linnea’s eyes grow impossibly wider, and at first I’m convinced Hräsvelg’s appearance crumbled what little progress I’d made with Linnea. But she takes a few deep, strengthening breaths, then looks between the two of us. “Wow,” she says, and shakes her head. Her hair is even lighter in colour than Queen Venla’s, and it’s tied […]

#10 The realm of machines
The morning sky is the same, yet different. Another realm – it’s such a strange and uncanny feeling to be here. I’m further from home than I’ve ever been. “Where to?” Hräsvelg asks me. I can’t believe he’s still here, and yet, undeniably he is. He kept the fire going all night, then he got […]

#9 Please steal me away
We’ve stayed the night at the Gränstorp central inn – a small, quiet town where reality wears a crack. A good night’s sleep has at least restored some of my patience. Still, I don’t blame the innkeeper for the wary looks he’s giving Hräsvelg. My ‘companion’, despite the large variety of elementals visiting this small […]

#8 Friend or foe?
I’m still staring at him – this stranger that I’ve apparently flown into unwittingly. I can’t wrap my mind around how it happened. I was so careful reading the winds and the landscape – I should have noticed another flying creature. Well, I’m supposing he flies, how else could he have been up there in […]

#7 A stranger
All set. I take one last look at the petite city behind its protective wall, surrounded by tall mountains. There’s something about this place – wild and tame all at the same time. The stone cottages, and the winding streets. A restless part of me can’t wait to leave, another can’t wait to come back […]

#6 Been underground
I’ve just come back from an ambassador assignment. It took me away from writing. Perhaps you’ve learnt by now that there are many, many kingdoms in the Elemental Realm? Or Fairy, on the other side of the thin borders, faultlines – or whatever you choose to call it. I’ve just come back from Fenilya, which […]

#5 The secrets of the vaults
My raven ancestors have always been carefully keeping notes of the realm, the different elementals, the kingdoms, special occasions, interesting decisions and fates – it serves as our lore, inspiration and guidance for future reigns, future leaders and elementals. To falsify the historical notes was considered a very grave crime, not only in the present […]